Killed by trust.

Falling apart.
I'm hurt and I've fallen to the floor.
Uncouscious but breathing.
And it was everything
but still I'm nothing.
I am crying and bleeding
but it's like they've seen what's enough.
I can't hold it up.
The face.
I'm barely standing on my feet
And having time seems far away.
And time kills, right now and even then.
Tomorrow will be worse.
And I will keep throwing cellphones
across the wall,
keep saying "I'm not good enough".
Keep holding him,her,he,she,You&all
outside this circle of me.
As if better signs were shown..
But I'm killed by trust, so fuck it.
And it says, I'm only learning by heart.